When I look out there it makes me GLaD I'm not you.

Exactly.
Today, I'm taking the time out to care about companion cube, for it is one of the few friends I have in the world.
Don't worry for the time being. be happy.
^tis my philosophy.
but my philosophy doesnt work for many people, including myslef.
I want to do interesting things before I have to go to scary college.
doing interesting things will help me figure out things that relate to scary college.
. . . but most people have problems with that, and it makes no sense to me.
screw it.

Five things that make me happy right now. (I like to count the things that make me happy)
5) My wallpaper on my phone is of companion cube. This makes me happy.
4) I have ROBOTICS tomorrow, and I now have some confidence with the software, AND I get to stay for the entire time, usually I leave at 3:40 to get brooke. The entire time means till like 6. This means much learning for kori. This makes me happy.
3) At the end of the month, I'm going to flamenco dancing lessons with spanish club and then we're exploring seattle. This makes me happy.
2) I can see that "If you open this fridge, there will be cake" sign from my chair in the livingroom. This makes me happy.
1) I am happy. This makes me happy.

I don't know if I'm "happy", or "oblivious", or just "stupid". But I prefer happy.
I do put off things, I do procrastinate, and I can be a jerk.
But I am a relatively happy person.
Or maybe I just try to be. Someone has to.
Maybe it's because I realize that life in general is pretty suckish. but it's this realization that makes me happy. I just kind of take in the suck, and it makes me feel terrible, but I find things in the suck that produce happy. It's all sort of relative.
and maybe that goes toward my sarcastic-skeptic-brutally honest-optimism, but idk.

-Leaps.